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Thursday, March 31, 2005

~Psychology Undergrad~ sounds cool eh.

~Computing Undergrad~ sounds professional eh.

I need more opinions. That is if NUS accepts me.

if i ain't got you|5:12 PM|

I'm at one of my not-so-good mood again... Eyes hurt.. feeling restless and thinking about lunch time? Nah.. dun feel like eating anything.. Sigh.. I wonder when will I ever get over my disappointment.. it hit me quite greatly this time.. It's hard to forget.. coz almost everyday there would be someone reminding me...

if i ain't got you|11:54 AM|

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Got my NTU application results yesterday... I almost laughed out loud... Coz I practically forgotten what choices I've placed except my first and last choice.

My first choice was Chemical and Bio Engineering (I applied that becoz I wanan try out if I could get in.. haha but expected.. I couldn't.. I dun have Science or engineering background in Poly.. but nvm =))

My last choice was Computer Science. I tried every means and ways not to go back to I.T again.. and thinking that if I got into Computer Science eventually.. that would be my last straw...

Guess where I'm posted to then??? ~Psychology~ Hahhazz.. funny but true.. I tot I put BioEngineering as my 2nd choice.. then after when I opened the letter.. I remember changing my choices at the very last minute.. I chose Psychology.. Hahahaz.. I think I placed Sociology as my 3rd choice.. hahahha.. Any courses but I.T.. I.T course is my last choice. Lolz~

I did ask some opinions around.. But seems like most of the opinions are "bias" So well.. but one person was true in one sense.. I.T industry is very saturated and competitive.. With professionals around.. I dun think I could get any job in I.T.. knowing how lousy my programming skills were. And ppl always have this misconception that I like I.T.. but no.. U dun know how much I detest it.. When I was in Secondary school.. I told myself before.. I would never be in I.T industry.. NEVER. And here I'm getting an I.T diploma -_-' Anyway BI in NYP keep giving me nightmares.. believe it or not.. especially project periods.. I remember I broke down quite a few times... The incidents still remain vividly in my mind. I'm sure some of u might experience that in my class.. For these 3 years.. I'm doing smthing that I don't like and I'm poor at..

*Why would I want to bang my head against the wall if I've already know that the wall is there?

if i ain't got you|9:44 AM|

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Well.. the aussie trip might be cancelled due to some circumstances.. Oh well.. it was kinda disappointing.. but all was alright when Darling said it doesn't matter where we were.. as long we are together.. How sweet right? Back to reality.. shall finish my IPP in 19 days. Woot~

if i ain't got you|9:29 AM|

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Had a wonderful weekend. =)

Went "Ding Tai Feng" (I think) with Darling and his family.. felt kinda disappointing.. coz the food ain't nice after all... the chef's reccomendation might be the xiao long bao.. but after u ordered the other kind of dumplings.. it tasted almost the same for every dumplings.. made the xiao long bao not so special.. After that went shopping with Darling, bought a couple of clothings for ourselves and Darling paid for them >.< Thanks dear.. hehehee =) Then later in the evening.. meet YR, Celeste and Jovin at AMK to have dinner.. is like each dish is only $4.80. But the food is not bad.. It at BLK 327, Ave 3. We talked about our Graduation Trip but seems like we can't finalise a decision.. coz it's kinda hard to decide on a place and timing is too rush coz Jovin is only free from Mid April to Beginning of May.. and it's like I only graduate on the 22nd April? That left a week. Then later in the night.. Yan Rong, Celeste and Darling came over my hse to play mahjong.. crap alot of shit.. Lolz.. but nevetheless.. the game was okie.. coz I win quite alot.. For the first time! But never play money.. whahaha.

On Saturday, I got my tuition pay! Yea~ Then after that I went to meet Lin, YR and Celeste.. To see the Bachelors. LOL.. met Shaun there (one of the 50 bachelors).. said Hi to him and after the whole event, went to the nearby coffee club and chill.. So Girls? Wanna know him? (Or *someone* has booked him?) Lolz.. Heard there are 5 Shaun/Sean in the bachelors.. well He's Shaun Kong~

After that met Darling.. wanted to go our usual hangouts.. but it was raining... sad... cannot take pics also.. then wanted to go SUntec and get dinner at The RiceTable.. but the screwed up waiter.. he seems to be like chasing ppl away.. although there are 5 couples in the list.. but also can wait right? The way he said like no one can enter the restaurant anymore... Stupid waiter.. dunnoe how to serve. Then I was pretty angry.. not becoz I couldn't eat wad I want.. but the way how he served.. (that idiot even wear sunglasses at such a dark place..) Anyway.. Went to Soup Restaurant evetually to have my dinner and the food there was really great!

Today was pretty an alright day.. hehe.. looked up for hotels in Gold Coast and somehow decided on the days~ Cannot believe that I'm really going! I'm going back to DreamLand, MovieWorld and SeaWorld! This time it would be a whole nice experience.. coz I'm going with my Darling~ Yipee! I'm going to get my Daddy to book the tickets tomorrow.. The 2 hotels I've thought of are: All Seasons Mermaid Waters AND International Beach Resort.. Now still haven't really decide which one.. And it would be a free and easy trip! Yays again!

I hope this trip will be fun and be a success =)

if i ain't got you|10:43 PM|

Friday, March 25, 2005

It's a Good Friday! :) I'm able to sleep in longer.. but I still woke up at 9. -_-' Ar.. nvm. Ehehez.. I'm looking forward to my Holidays... HK or Aussie? I'm still deciding.. or maybe I should let fate decide. My Daddy has some milage points to claim for Kris Flyer and I could get free tix (2 ways)! That's only if I could get it. I've been so hype up about my so called graduation trip. =) I've been thinking loads and loads.. Not forgetting the bitches gang. Hey girls..where you wanna go? Make up ur mind~ If not at least can we make a trip to Sentosa? I love to see the beach~ Hehehezz..

I think it's time for me to like.. Do some changes to my bloggie skin.. It seems ages.. NO time ar.. kk.. I go do now..

if i ain't got you|9:16 AM|

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Mother cooked my fav bee hoon soup yesterday and Darling came over to my hse to eat.. He said it's nice.. the soup was sweet =) After dinner went swimming.. inital plan is to swim first then eat but bee hoon cannot place in the soup for too long so we eat then we swim.. Swam dunnoe how many rounds and went home at 9.. just in time to catch my fav SCV Channel 55 show. I wasn't feeling too good after I got out of the pool.. I guess I've over-exert myself again.. Sometimes I don't know when to stop.

Poor Darling got stung by a bee becoz of me.. I had a bee crawling on my right arm then I was screaming.. I'm really scared of bugs u know.. then Darling just shoved it off and got stung.. I hope his finger is really alright..

Yan Rong and Lindy just cuttheir hair.. LOlz.. I can see their hair this Friday~ Yippes.. then on sat, will be meeting YR, Lin and Jun to queue up for the Cleo bachelors tix.. the event is actually next Thursday... Funny that I will go for such events.. but hey not going there to look at guys.. more imptly be with my friends.. Darling is the best looking cum cute looking boi boi I've ever known.. Hehehehzz *Shyz..

if i ain't got you|9:19 AM|

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Listening to music... enjoying my "nothing to do" period. Music has becoming my part of life after I got my baby iPod Mini named Pink. Lolz.. Everyday before and after work, the earpieces were immediately in my ears.. And credits go to Darling for getting the songs for me and he knows exactly what I like.

For the first few weeks.. the journey in the train is extrememly boring.. all I hear is soft whispers form passengers and the train moving sounds. Imgaine I have to spend at least an hour everyday.. then on the way home.. it's not not as plesant either.. Ppl tend to be more lively and of coz.. there are noisy chatters.. Arghz.. couldn't stand it..

Now with my baby, I can feel that my world is surrounded with beautiful music rather than NOISE! How I wish the train places in radio channel but too bad it's underground most of the time.. My office actually broadcast Class 95. Lolz.. It's soft but still can be heard.

I would say Big Nos Nos to techno, anything near to techno, irritating raps, Japanese songs.. Rest will be okie.. and oh yah.. I can't stand listening to Chinese songs with repeats~ Let me listen to it once a while it's okie.. but if my baby repeats it the 2nd time of the day.. I'll get irritated. Lolz.. funny ar but true..

I hope Chinese songs could be more creative in both of their melodies and lyrics.. the beats etc wadever.. and the big problem in their songs is that.. it's always sad.. I wonder if Chinese are saddist.. Saying as if there's no true love and ppl are always sad and lonely in their lives. Christian songs are not bad also.. soothing~

What's with me? I'm just bored. Oh yah.. ppl.. the results to Uni admission will only be out in May.. so pls chill and dun panic.. coz u will make me panic too and I want to enjoy my holiday~ What for make urself miserable and panicfor these 2 mths? Good luck and take care. (:

Yays~ going swimming this evening~

if i ain't got you|5:38 PM|

Monday, March 21, 2005

It's Monday again... Yawnzz.. back to work.. I've always tot that attachment will be the most exciting part of my 3 years of poly.. No Exams.. No Tests.. No Projects.. But then u gain some, U'll lose some.. What have I lost? My sleep coz Tampines is so blardy far from my hse, somemore my money =( NYP food is cheaper nevertheless, can't see my Darling so often anymore... and I'm so tired most of the time..

I had a fun day out with Yan Rong yesterday.. Hehezz.. got wad we wanted and can you believe it?? We walked straight 6 hours! (about there bah~) Our feet were a lil sore. Tiring but I'm gad I;m out with her. =) It's been some time we spent time alone together. Can't wait to see u guys this Friday!

Come to think about it... I'm going to be over and done with IPP.. Really can't wait that day to come.. I believe I'll be so happy and trying to find activities to do everyday before I get back to studying again. Well, I've tot of it.. if I can't get into Uni.. I might try again next year and maybe just take a good time off.. taking part time temp jobs..

if i ain't got you|12:14 PM|

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Was so tired since yesterday.. Then woke up today and went for tuition.. I was so tired at the end.. and I was having a headache and also felt that my temper a lil bad.. Felt kinda irritated when Carissa didn't pay attention.. but didn't flare my temper la..

Darling got me panadol when I picked him up and off we went to Bishan. We went pass Fila shop and each of us bought a polo T. Both White. Then we went to Perlini Silver to get a pressie for Bernice~ Oh Yah, Happy Birthday Bernice! Hehhee =) I came across a necklace that I really like.. although it's only 15 bucks.. but I think I should save up.. Sigh~

Then we went to NTUC, our main purpose. Hehezz I bought bacon and pork and Darling bought Chicken. We cooked our own dish today~ Hehhe.. our first attempt and it was not bad! Black pepper chix and pork~ Oh yah and later we made ice-blended fruit drinks too =). I had kiwi and Darling had peach. I had a great time cooking with Darling. =) After the heavy lunch, I had a nap.. coz I was really really tired..

Darling did a sweet thing for me. I briefly mentioned that I wanna drink milk tea.. then when I took him home just now.. he said he would make the milk tea for me and bring it down. Although it's just a lil thing, but I really appreciate that he made this effort. Thanks dear =) The tea you made is the best. I was enjoying it just now~ Oh Yah, and Darling got me Cheng Teng also. Haven't ate that coz I was quite full after my dinner.. Will eat a lil later.. hehehe..

Tomorrow I can sleep in late.. finally.. then going to meet YR to buy some of her office wear. (: Dunnoe where she going yet~

if i ain't got you|9:26 PM|

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Just received a pile of work to do and have to rush by next Friday supposingly.. but then Firday is an holiday!!! So I guess we have to submit on Thursday instead. Damn holiday.. came at the wrong time..

When I heard about what we were going to do.. I was quite stunned about it.. it's not only about the workload.. but about the things we need to accomplish.. It's not a no branier job at all..

Hope could complete by the deadline.. Sigh.. First no pay.. then my HP has some problems and now this... (~.~)"

if i ain't got you|4:20 PM|

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

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*Damed the company which managed my pay. I hope you go bankrupt, but first give me my pay.. hur hur hur..

Okie. Finish venting my anger.

if i ain't got you|3:45 PM|

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Things that make me happy:

1) Hugs and Kisses from my Darling
2) Bitching with the girls (Namely Celeste, Yan Rong, Lindy and Kate)
3) Getting good grades
4) Doing no-brainer job and could keep me busy for hours
5) Eat my favourite food
6) Little surprises from anyone
7) Little love notes from Darling
8) Holidays!
9) Lame jokes
10) Seeing my closest friends who found their happiness
11) Going on holiday trips
12) Watching my favourite Movie and TV shows
13) Catching up with Bernice
14) Making anyone brighten up his/her day
15) Sleeping beside Darling, in his arms
16) Being proposed by my prospective husband
17) Wearing a wedding gown
18) Sincere praises from anyone
19) Teasing Darling's cute butt and nose (Wahahahaha!!)
20) Being with Darling

*All this are not according to any order.. so next time if I'm sad or wadever.. and u want to make me happy.. try these... I have a list here.. surely one will work right?

I'm bored. ^-^

if i ain't got you|10:48 AM|

Monday, March 14, 2005

OKie, let me tell u an overview about my weekends.. very hectic.. dun have enough slp.. Lolz

On Saturday.. I woke up at 8, packed some stuff and met up with some of my poly friends at 9, destination AMK mrt. Emily treated us dim sum at ChinaTown, Da Dong Restaurant. Thanks Emily! The dim sum was quite good~ YumZ~ We bought her the Guess watch she wanted and guess wad Yuan Da bought?? He bought her a MP3 Player! So good! So sweet of him.. he really knows what Emily wants =)

Then after that we head on to Sentosa and some of us suggested to take the cable car.. Lolz! It's darling's virgin ride. But it seems like Emily and XIn Hui were the ones who first sat the cable car. They were screaming away =.=

We went to the beach and played the water and sand.. The guys especially.. dig the sand real deep.. Emily and Xin Hui tried to buried Yuan Da and Zhi Xuan with sand.. Lolz.. so funny..
We only ate dinner about 6 plus at PAsta Mania.. then we head home.. so tired.. At night.. I fell asleep almost immediately after I touched my bed. Lolz!

The next day I woke up at 8.30AM.. maybe it's habit.. didn't really slp much.. In the afternoon, went to the I.T fair with Yaocong and Darling.. Daarling and I bought a DigiCam (5MP) with only $399 + many other accessories.. Yayz! Most importantly must take Darling's pictures when he still has some hair.. Lolz! Coz he's going NS le.. also can't really see him that much..

After that we went Bishan and Yaocong bought a iPod Mini, silver colour.. I wanted to buy a protector for my iPod.. but then it's out of stock and it's $39! Die.. After the iPod and DigiCam.. I bo lui (No Money) le... must save up now! But I still want to buy that protector.. coz my iPod Mini is my bao bei lei~~ Sigh.. back to work on Monday again..

if i ain't got you|9:15 AM|

Friday, March 11, 2005

Everyone has dreams.. everyone has inspirations.. but I feel my life is full of obligations...

Honestly speaking.. I've been recommended to some of the scholarships which I never heard before and applying for those scholarships never came across my mind before.

Almost everyone wishes to be in my shoes I guess.. but then.. now I've made my decision.. I don't wish to apply any of them. I would really like to thank the school for giving me these opportunities..

Reason being I was selected becoz of my O Level results and Poly results.. but there are a couple of reasons why I didn't want to apply those..

Scholarships are easy to apply but difficult to get.. I know where I really stand.. I know I have almost 0% chance of getting it.. My results are not that fantastic.. I'm sure there are loads of them who are better than me. I know if I don't apply at all.. the chances are totally 0%. I want to save myself from those emotional stress and hurt, in case I never get it.

Another reason.. if I happen to get the scholarship.. I feel obliged to do well.. Being a typical Aquarian.. who loves freedom and loves to do wadever she likes. I want to study happily. I want to do well becoz I want to do well.. but I dun want to do well out of obligations..

Next, if I ever apply for scholarships. Disappointments will come.. my parents, school and myself. Coz I very very well know.. I can never get it... but there's still hope.. and hope leads to disappointments.

I really really hate to disappoint ppl...... pls dun let me do it again.. I dun want histiry to repeat itself.. give the opportunites to people who are more deserving.. but not me..

One word, sorry.

if i ain't got you|10:04 AM|

Thursday, March 10, 2005

HI.. it's been some time since I'm back to blogging.. well.. reason becoz I would be so tired when I reached home from work and the only time I can take off to blog is when I'm at work.. but anyway.. WL and I were being assigned to complete smthing by this Friday.. hope we can submit smthing up to their expectations..

I was running a fever during work yesterday. I didn't go home coz I already taken 2 MCs for last mth.. But anyway.. I was feeling pretty alright today.. just that I still feel a lil nauseous.. My mother asked me not to come to work today but I told her that I need to do smthing impt. Whihc is to complete the assignment and also.. having lunch with our supervisor.. Funny ar? Dunnoe why.. she emailed us and asked us out for lunch today.. then if I dun come.. WL will be lonely.. Aren't u touched WL? Hur Hur Hur..

Can't wait for weekends to come.. Going to meet some of my poly friends this weekend to celebrate Emily's birthday.. then heading of to Sentosa~ Yay!!

if i ain't got you|9:09 AM|

Monday, March 07, 2005

Know about some things today.. which is kinda sad.. it all comes down to one word-->"LOVE". Looking at my friends' situations now.. I've realised that I'm so much more fortunate... although I had bad experiences before but I'm so glad it's over.

Love can make u so happy and at the same time.. make u so sad. Love ain't simple at all. When u are in love, it usually involves only 2 ppl, but why some ppl would want to get involved in it? When we were in love, we have to think about parents, friends, ppl around u etc. Or actually love is simple.. it's just that we think too hard at times? I dunnoe.. Right now.. I only know how I feel in my heart. When my love is hurt, I'm hurt. When my love is happy, I'm happy. I don't think about it much. I'm willing to go thru both good and hard times with him.

I don't really know how to express my feelings towards it.. All I can do is to those friends who are affected.. I want to wish them well. Most imptly, follow ur heart, not ur mind. Love has no rules. Love has no boundaries. Love overcomes everything.

IDA sent me a letter about this scholarship thing.. have to fill in the particulars about myself.. kinda lazy to do it.. have to wrtie a compo about myself somehow.. still condisering. Not hopeful about it.. just try my luck.

if i ain't got you|7:58 PM|

Watched Hitch with my Darling yesterday =). It's a very funny show~ and somewhat it has meaning to it. It teaches us love: how to love and how to accept love. Felt so glad watching a movie with Darlingm coz it's somehow not common for him to suggest into watching a movie. Hehehz..

Bad thing was.. we went to PS first.. but sadly it ahs no more seats.. and the next screening which had available seats was about 5 plus? Then I called my sister to check about the seatings at Bishan, then we tried out at the kiosk to buy ur tickets.. got the 7th row.. so it's okie. FInally sent my ring for "plating" coz the silver was like coming off..

Nothing much to tok about except that my Maple character has finally lvl-ed up! It has been lvl 43 for quite some time.. Finally.. it's 44. =) Just suddenly got the urge to play again after a long time.. Everyday go home already so tired.. so it's kinda hard for me to play.

Work so far.. still the same.. OIC didn't come today again I guess.. Sigh...

if i ain't got you|1:46 PM|

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Yayz~ I've finally got my Ipod Mini =) So happy about it.. hur hur hur.. but I'm really lazy to read the instructions and stuff.. so urm.. since my Darling has one Ipod.. functions should be almost similar... so I shall let him to guide me.. wahahhaa.. *winkz

Just came back from Shannen's BBQ party today and came out of the showers. Well the food was really great~ Shannen made Tuna and Egg Mayo. It's nice~ =) Oh Yah, hope you like our present Shannen!~ Before that.. went to meet Bernice at the last minute.. coz she said she has smthing for me.. She got me a necklace.. smthing she made it herself. Thanks dear!!! I really like it!

Supposed to meet with the girls.. but then YR couldn't make it.. and Celeste was tired... so yapz.. it was cancelled.. hope we meet up someday.

Oh yah.. I got the pink Ipod Mini..since Majortiy of them said it's nice.. but it seems to be a brighter pink, or maybe it's the light-ings.. I dunnoe. Lolz.. but hey Shannen, I think green is pretty cool too. Luckily it's light shade of green =P

if i ain't got you|12:06 AM|

Thursday, March 03, 2005

2 Rough nights. Didn't sleep well enough.. Tuesday night.. it was raining, but the clapping thunder sounds made me awake and furthermore, my hse keep having power failure.. Yesterday night.. I had my usual menstrual cramps.. arghz~ Luckily my menstrual cramps will last for maybe a day plus?

I'm getting quite fed up in work.. Not that I would want to complain.. but I feel it's too.. I dunoe wad to say. The story goes like this... If I'm not wrong.. Starting Tuesday.. we went to see our OIC, then she was on the phone and she said she would come by our desks later.. but she didn't come. The next day, we went to see her early in the morning.. then Wee Leng was asking her about the problem he faced one week ago and she promised to look into it.. but she seems to have forgotten about it when Wee Leng asked her.. nvm.. then she said again she would come to our desk. The whole day she didn't appear again.. I wonder if she will come by today.. otherwise I've nothing to write in my log-book.. =(

if i ain't got you|9:18 AM|

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

I really hate it! Grrr... Every day I bound to have dreams and most of the time I can remember wad my dreams were. It makes me feeling tired every morning.. Maybe I should stop being a thinker.. Coz I think about things wherever I go.

I was kinda fed up this morning.. I wanted to deposit my money.. 2nd time of the week, btu the ATM machine broke down.. they haven't call anyone to come and fix it yet~ Damn!

Then when I walked past a building.. I saw some working adults talking.. and I saw some pretty good looking ladies.. but smthing caught my eye.. they smoked.. I was being put off immediately. Hey~ I mean guys smoke it's really okie.. but ladies.. it's really ugly ar..

Yawnzzz... I hope today will turn out well.. can't wait for the day to end everyday..

if i ain't got you|9:06 AM|